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Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Essence of Being S E X Y !


• YOU’RE SEXY … YOU’RE HOT… Not to be overly confident but I hear these phrases spoken to me so many times… A compliment ? a Taste of Lust? .What do they really imply? Do they mean it … or there’s a hidden agenda behind these compliment..Guess it really depends how and who said these right??? What is really the essence of being called Sexy ? or being Sexy for that matter??? I'll be honest, I don't have a complete handle on "How To Be Sexy" yet, but I've got a pretty darn good one.
I read in one Article that being successful at being sexy is a decision, a choice--regardless of your age, your size, your ethnic background, your educational background, or current economic situation. Regardless of media trends there is no one absolute standard for what is sexy either--who each of us finds sexy is a matter of personal taste. While there are some people a lot of us find quite sexy, no one person is going to be sexy to everyone. The important kind of "being sexy"--the one that can't be destroyed by a bad hair day a blemish, or not being at your ideal weight--is the kind you feel within yourself, because you like who you are, and you're happy to share it with others (most especially your lover). Being truly sexy means you accept yourself. E
Easier said than done! Allowing yourself to be truly sexy from the inside out is no small feat--it's a lot of work, the most of which isn't cosmetic--it's reprogramming how you think and feel about yourself. Time and time again, year after year, I read of how people have had plastic surgery to fix some perceived flaw in their facial features only to see no change afterward--why? Because they haven't changed how they essentially feel about themselves, because the changes, though expensive and painful to go through, were only skin deep. Yes, a great new hairstyle, loosing weight, getting into better shape, and buying stylish new clothes, will all make you feel better and sexier--but if you only make those changes on the outside, and don't combine it with a change in attitude about yourself on the inside, you'll quickly go back to your old ways. Think about it, haven't you set a goal to improve your appearance, or loose weight, for a high school reunion, or a special event? Chances are you reached your goal, and looked great, and got lots of compliments, but after the big "to do" wasn't there a bit of a let down when you went back to your same every day life? And didn't you slip back into your old habits rather quickly? If we don't start with the inside, chances are we won't make the best decisions about how to really be "the best sexiest you" on the outside--you'll be easily swayed by the opinions and ideas of others regarding what makes the "sexiest you".
You'll take the advice of whoever has the loudest good intentions. We've all made that mistake before haven't we? Only to get home from the mall and wonder, "what in the world was I thinking?" Personally I'm accepting that it's okay for me to dress up as sexy as I want when I'm in the mood for that, and no, there isn't that huge of a difference between me with make-up and me without after all. I still need to work on my sexuality from the inside and really accepting that it's about my own enjoyment too, and not just about giving. I don't need to always be in control either--scary but true! So what is really the essence of being sexy? , The answers will differ depending on who you ask,: Sexiness is an elusive quality, springing from intelligence and demeanor, perceived very strongly by some and going completely unnoticed by others, in any given individual.
Sexiness in someone else is a combination of any number of your favorite aspects of an ideal person, both physical and behavioral, and it flickers on and off subtly but very powerfully, and often startles you). It is sometimes enough to make you forget what you were saying, trip over your own feet, choke on whatever you were drinking, or drop things.
Sexiness in yourself is whatever causes that reaction in other people. You might never know what exactly you did--it could have been shifting gears with manual transmission, sipping milk from the carton, or turning your wrist to glance at the time--but you'll probably learn that the more comfortable and secure and happy you seem, the more attracted people will be to you in general. So is being sexy our own fault? Well, you can try to be sexy (perfume, coy glances, innuendos), and if it works, then yes, it's our fault--or our credit, as the case may be. Or, perhaps you weren't trying at all, but someone fell for you anyway. Okay, then it isn't our fault, but it's still one of our charms .And if you were trying to be sexy, but failed--well, avoid that at all costs. That's just sad….
BEING SEXY IS EASY : A MERE GLANCE , A SOFT TOUCH , SEXY STYLETTOS , SEXY LINGERIES, A POISED STATURE, A KISS, A BITE , A TATTOO ,A CUDDLE , A SIT, A SMILE ….. ITS JUST A MATTER OF EXPRESSING A SIMPLE ACT..THAT EXUDES SEXINESS………

" I Loved You "


I loved you, and I probably still do,

And for a while the feeling may remain...

But let my love no longer trouble you,

I do not wish to cause you any pain.

I loved you; and the hopelessness I knew,

The jealousy, the shyness - though in vain -

Made up a love so tender and so true

As may God grant you to be loved again

Five Philosophies of Life....

"DON'T LET SOMEONE BECOME A PRIORITY IN YOUR LIFE WHEN YOU ARE JUST AN OPTION FOR THEM....."

"NEVER CRY FOR ANY RELATION IN LIFE BECAUSE FOR THE ONE WHOM YOU CRY DOES NOT DESERVE YOUR TEARS AND THE ONE WHO DESERVES WILL NEVER LET YOU CRY......... ........ "

TREAT EVERYONE WITH POLITENESS EVEN THOSE WHO ARE RUDE TO YOU, NOT BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT NICE BUT BECAUSE YOU ARE NICE........ ......... ......

NEVER SEARCH YOUR HAPPINESS IN OTHERS WHICH WILL MAKE YOU FEEL ALONE, RATHER SEARCH IT IN YOURSELF yOU WILL FEEL HAPPY EVEN IF YOU ARE LEFT ALONE......

HAPPINESS ALWAYS LOOKS SMALL WHEN WE HOLD IT IN OUR HANDS.
BUT WHEN WE LEARN TO SHARE IT, WE REALIZE HOW BIG AND PRECIOUS IT IS! ............

Monday, May 30, 2011

FLY HIGH....


•Even birds have to come back down to earth every once in a while. ……We flightless animals may sometimes wish we could soar to great heights, but if you're constantly gazing at the sky -- wondering 'what if?' -- you'll miss out on the good things in life -- life's earthly pleasures. …..Living too much in a fantasy world can be dangerous. Stay grounded -- it's the only way to maintain connections with the people in your life.

Behind This Mask...


" Behind this Mask I hide my inner self of who i truly am....
Behind this Mask I keep my emotions surging like a fire within...
Behind this Mask I keep that smile brought by a pang of happiness felt within...
Behind this Mask I keep the madness drifting thru my entire being waiting for me to let go...
.. And behind this Mask , I have kept that enormous desire of being wanting to be in that special place i call my own... with u...."

It's Been a While......


Hmmmm let me me see when was the last time i made my blog??? It's been a while i know.... quite a while......hmmmm
Strange when you get used to being around the whole time , active and vibrant ..then suddenly you came to a halt...complete silence... no hi's no hello's just keeping mum about the whole thing....just looking , just watching ...this time no violent reactions, no petty arguments, no nonsense conversation...just keeping it quite , silent for a while....
Funny how people speculates about various scenarios that might happened, am i still alive? am i still in control?, am i still the same person as i was ? At least let them know im still breathing , there so many things to take care of.... so many unsettled issues......but i chose to keep still.... even for a while.... just for awhile....just let me breathe ...let me see what life still has to offer me.... i want to know what else in out there for me because for the past years life has not been very good to me in all aspects that is...but i kept my hopes high , i tried to hold on , i fought every battle i can , i succumb to every judgments made , i learned my lessons the hard way and i hang on to the promise of MY MAKER .... in time my dear ... all in MY TIME....
So i listened.. I stopped fighting , i stop reacting , i let time and days pass as it is , letting things happen as they please ... its time to stop ... and just be still and believe that better things are ahead...IN HIS TIME....

Welcome the New Me....


Dec 26, 2009 …. I have ventured into a new journey.. a new phase of my so called life is about to unveil.. Me with new responsibilities, bigger venture, new interaction... maybe new sets of friends...hmm and maybe someone interesting ???.....but for whatever is in store for me I will be very glad to embrace it . These decision has given me a different way of looking at life. Life is too short for us to waste as the cliche' goes but i realize this is true. One day u just wake up and all of your dreams seems to vanish in thin air ....for whatever reason u think it was unfair. Someone said " Life sometimes can be cruel " it sure is .. but hey thats life..... just like what my fav quote says...'Live life to the fullest...coz its the only One you've got"... I'll never know how long i still have in this cycle of life ...but one thing is for sure .. the remaining days i have , i intend to live my life to the fullest.... discard all the past that has no use for me .... leave all the negativities, and just enjoy each minute i have in the best way i can. ... Treasure all the moments that has given me joy , be with my love ones and spend quality time with them... frequent my favorite refuge place but this time not for refuge but for deliverance and renewal....and for those moments i was in pain ,hurt ,bewilderment caused by people i never thought would do to me.....i leave them all in my past never to look back at it again ...
And to You who have caused me so much pain , hurt , confusion , disappointment ... but at the same time has given me much love , concern , friendship and roller coaster ride in my married life i can only pray you find peace in your heart.... like i do now.....Thank you for spending half of my lifetime with you .. I know it was not a bed full of roses , there were times we leave some thorns in the sheets , we had our ups and downs like any other couple but we always survived at the end ..it’s just a pity this last draw we both decided to let go ….But for what its worth you have given me more than what anyone can ask for and that is you always know how to take care of me and protect me like no one can … You will always remain to be in my heart that space will always be yours…..
So today as i face this new horizon i welcome it with peace in my heart .. and the strength i have within me to embrace new challenges poured with compassion and the will to live it to the fullest with only MY LORD to walk me through this new phase of my cycle called LIFE…. Welcome “Me” ….